tell it the world

26 March 2010

Discovering new insights is a process in itself. Part of it is also the follow up after the discovery. After the first glance of awaking of it, follows the checking if it really is that new or if it is only an observation from another corner. These follow ups can last for quite a time and it also can happen in a split second. It even may change rapidly. And because of that inner process, only free attention is supportive. And this entirely is MY process! So keep away from interfering what I am processing to say. That in fact is an invitation to be respectful!
Processes seem to generate their own speed. It seems difficult if not impossible to influence that process. It seems earlier to happen by accepting 'that it needs its own time' than by pushing it because I need it so badly. Especially than it seems to take much more time. Possibly this is a question of rebalancing inside.
Sharing means in my perception, 'to tell the world what I discovered'. So it is more than just communicate what happened. It is a process of wording that also needs its own time. And it seems to me that sharing is in itself at the same time 'proving' and 'checking if this wording is what I feel'. So it is very delicate to me. That is why absolute confidentiality has to be practiced. Nobody knows - and even I may not know – 'where the inner process now is'. So do not disturb. I may now be very far away from what you have heard me saying in the last minute. So a sharing is utmost confidential. Knowing that is already supportive to that process itself.
'Telling the world' is more than communicating. It is bringing a thought, an inner observation, for the first time into your world. That is delicate and deserves respect. By the time it will be far more solid and more incorporated in the construction of who I am now. To communicate also is a need. I need to share what I seem to have discovered. The checking inside is now replaced by the checking outside. The existence of some 40.000 languages in our world proves how fundamental the human need is to share. Because from these 40.000 languages there are only 7.000 actual! It even looks as if this all is part of the process of transition. Like the change of a blank piece of paper into a drawing, like a few staves with notes on it, directing a wonderful piece of music; a piece of painters-canvas that transforms into a world-famous painting. And still it is the same piece of paper or blank canvas that has been transferred, transmuted into another phenomenon that evokes, or awakes an other range of realities for us